Tonight I’m back at feeling strange
This “life”, I fear, will never change
I’m trying, but I’m losing grip
I’m dying with the sinking ship
It’s gotten better, now it’s worse
The things I’ve tried to build disperse
My body seems to hate me now
My dream was not my fate somehow
I’ve only craved two things from birth
I’ve tasted both, for what it’s worth
Mere shadows now and long since gone
I’ve lost much more than I have won