Go away fear I don’t want you here You’re dumb and irrational Based on a memory The one that has triggered you Isn’t an enemy

Their voices so loud So crowded their stares Each one of them proud Cause everyone cares They all want to know How messed-up you feel

Was willst du noch von mir? Du hast mir alles genommen Und ich bin so weit gekommen Ohne Angst vor dir Jetzt stehst du wieder

Not everyone you like is a friend Not everything that hurts is the end Not everyone around you is near Don’t take neglect for fear

I see the way he looks at you You say that you’re just friends I’m sure that what you say is true But that’s not

I’m not what you want And how could you want me? This question will haunt me Until I dissolve Just look where I’m at Why

You hug your siblings and your pets I’m not the one embraced And while I’m riddled with regrets I try to act unphased Determined to

I envy you for being lost Unknowing who you are I’ve known myself at much a cost It didn’t get me far And if you

I took Your lack of jealousy As trust Until it dawned on me That you just never cared And maybe I was scared To look

Judge me by my actions Judge me by my words Not by my affections Not by how it hurts Blame me for my choices Not