Do you sometimes wish you could take yourself back To the times when you knew love alone was enough When a simple kiss countered every

You fell out of love with a me that’s still here, that is waiting for you to fall back and be near. You fell for

I know you like this constellation Me fucking her, you watching No taking part, no touching Not even playful masturbation I know that’s how you

I wouldn’t want you back, of course You’ve fucked my trust too bad You’ve got your family, your horse Got all I never had You’re

I know you like handcuffs and whips and plugs You’re really aroused by the kinky For you toys are mystical, newfound drugs I know them

Always restless, always tired Needing change, but uninspired Always hoping, never knowing Devastated, mostly showing Always trying, not succeeding Badly damaged, rarely bleeding Sometimes greedy,

What to do with myself, with my life, with my hours How to use my bad health, my lost drive, my maimed powers How to

We kissed, and now I wonder If that’s what lies ahead Once distant, we grew fonder Why do I feel so sad? I miss the

Some gone connections you never forget How hard you may try, they stay with you Some wrong directions you never regret They drain you, but

Mouth to skin That’s how I want it To kiss and taste Each part of you Deep within Around and on it No stress, no