That’s the meanest part
The lack of motivation
Much worse than just frustration
I have no drive at all

Wish I could simply start
Get up and do some shopping
Instead of lying, sobbing
Eat lunch or make a call

I know what’s good for me
The list is quite extensive
What good are lists when pensive,
Indifferent at best?

I can’t make you see
It’s numbing my perception
Preventing all my actions
Till I can only rest