Oh, I’m trying not to ponder All those moments blessed with wonder When your tiny heart still beat When your hand and mine would meet

Your pain is over Mine goes on You’re free now I am not Again my eyes feel hot It’s only me now Empty, sober You

I get it, you’ve been wronged It doesn’t make you right You’re keeping up a fight So needlessly prolonged No need to be so tough

I don’t mind being a name on your list Of people you kissed or brought pleasure Another adventure you treasure I don’t find a crowd

My instincts tell me to stay close While yours tell you to hide And to respect the cure you chose I can’t stay by your

Fingers caressing your temple Kisses slide up from your chin Silent you give an example Of how to quiver within Eyes and mouth closed, earlobes

You like me And you wish to ignite The same flame inside me That burns so bright Unlikely My heart is occupied

I can think straight When I’m in love But man do I not want to And it’s too late To act all smart And draw

Each time we say good-bye, I die And you are not the reason why I’m so fucked up, and nor am I I lie in

There’s much on my plate That I need to handle And I cannot choose To shrug and move on So I’m in a state Where